All About Me
I'm left with a hole in my heart and a lump in my throat
Thank God
I have two precious daughters to love me so much
else
I'd think I was the last person left on the planet.
After six months of waking up and running to my mom's bedside
Sometimes numerous times a night
I'm at a loss .
I sleep 10 -12 hours nightly
Never feeling quite rested
I slog through my day and wonder what to do with so much free time.
I can only guess that this is a little like battle fatigue.
I'll get over it but in the meantime
life just seems really hard.
2 comments:
I'm sorry to hear that. It must be an ordeal dealing with your mom not being here anymore. I can't even get the feeling in my head to not have them here. Sorry again.
Hey, thanks. My father shot himself in 1988 so I thought having the time to care for my mom in her illness would give me time to prepare. But no matter how death comes it's never easy.
Don't take anything for granted.
Peace. Josie
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