Jun 13, 2006

Ma bébé

This blog brought to you via my Sony Vaio.
Lovingly named Violet.
My lovey gave me this computerdora.
Some days I'm surprised he doesn't come over here and throw it out the window.
That would have been my old lover's m.o.
She would have said something like- "I BOUGHT you that computer!
Get the F*** off it now.".

Enough about her.

My lovey goes beyond understanding and it's usual confines.

He's glad for me when I've gone to an on cam party. Doesn't mind that I've gone out to dinner without him. Been dancing in the club and blogging about it.

Well, maybe he minds a smidge but he's mature about it.

Thirty-five years walking this planet before I arrived have helped to mold him into an incredible person.

I jokingly call myself his second wife because he hasn't left the current one.

I have to stop that. It hurts his feelings.

Poor man, so upset that we have circumstances that keep us apart.

Circumstances that have existed for as long as I've been alive.

Circumstances that pain him so.

I understand how he feels.

I love him enough to build my life around his.

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